To Live a Life Full of Wants and Desires

Words

What a terrible night of displaced words and unintended disasters between people we care about! Why do I let my emotions get the best of me? I wish I could take back these past couple of days and reel in my emotions and not have gotten into the situation I’m in now. I hope that things will get better and that this foolishness will be forgiven. We al make mistakes, and have our issues and deal with them in certain ways, sometimes wrong ways. It’s time to get back to where I was three years ago and press forward in a healthy way, understanding and accepting things for what they are and growing from them and not dwelling on the outcomes no matter what they are. Find the positive in a situation and be happy for what I have and know that the good will come to me just as it has to others. Words can do a lot, make people happy or sad, angry or uncaring and mine were uncharacteristic to myself and I hope that my words will be forgiven.

Rainy Mondays

It’s been a while since I last posted, working 7 days a week makes it a bit hard to get things done, but today I finally had a day off and it rained…..I cleaned a bit, went to the movies, and then made dinner for two, but it was only me eating. I do love rainy days, but they would be made all the better with some friends to join in.

Love me some Glee, it has turned into my most favorite show on television. This weeks episode was amazing and had a beautiful message!

Birthdays

I honestly hate this time of the year, 4.20. I don’t smoke weed or anything like that, 4.20 is actually my birthday and every year that I ever try to plan something to celebrate it, it always falls through. I worked a double this year because I knew nothing would happen, and then friends said that we should go dancing the next day and then that never happened, instead I’m home alone. Funny thing is that on Glee this week they had the performance piece of Celine Dion’s “All By Myself” and that’s how I feel most of the time, especially on days like my birthday……..

I have music constantly running through my head and with the weather changing I keep finding myself listening to songs with some soul and heart and I keep coming back to this song. I still remember singing this song all the way back and middle school and then again my senior year of high school! God, how I truly miss those days filled with music!!

Spring has finally graced us with it’s presence :-)

Dinner

Last night I decided to try out a new recipe, something I found off of wholefoods.com and I have to say it was pretty tasty, here’s a shot of it before I downed it! :-)